my minds been going blank alot more often then it usually does
i dont really know the reason behind it
but the blank times usually increase cause
stress/depression or something really bad is gonna happen...
but iunno this time i jus literally go blank...
not like all the other times...
then i start to stare at my cupboard...
the one where i keep my blade ...
todayy, i took out the blade and stared at it for a while
thinking.....
i just want to burst out right now, im starting to be someone
that i didnt want to be, things are gettin worse for somereason
and i dont know how to stop it...
i kept thinking,
i want to be in a koma for a few weeks... and forget about everything
i want to be away from this,
i feel like jumping of a bridge.....
i just dont kno anymores...
Wishes
If all those bright stars up there in that dark night skye were wishes, who knows what wii can wish for. Everyone has a wish they always want to be granted. If i had a wish, i would wish for everyone to be happy. Even if something bad happened, i wish for them to have the strength to move on and try harder. So that everyone can smile, not a fake smile, but a smile that comes from the heart. A smile that is as bright as each and every shining star
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