When im with everyone, at breaks at school where i always have Lan next to me, i can feel so much love. But once i get home.. im a different person. I dont feel anymore, nothing good comes to mind. Even if i feel something.. its never anything good. I feel like an empty shell and alota times i dont see the purpose of my life. Sometimes its as if im here just cause im here. Its as if my heart is slowly fading black and im losing the love ive had for that special person (those special people) that were once so strong. Its just amazing how the people/person yhu love the most can hurt u more than ur worst enemy. They are the ones that can course u most pain. because u urself have let then have a grip of ur heart. the memories of the times where they hurt u so bad can never be erased, u remember every little detail while they forget and move on with life so easily. the good moments together u hold so dear, yet all u do is fear of the day where everything will soon fall apart. the day where the broken concrete u are standin on today,will no longer be there. with no footy and endless times, where all u can do it lay there falling. Will our time stop?
Wishes
If all those bright stars up there in that dark night skye were wishes, who knows what wii can wish for. Everyone has a wish they always want to be granted. If i had a wish, i would wish for everyone to be happy. Even if something bad happened, i wish for them to have the strength to move on and try harder. So that everyone can smile, not a fake smile, but a smile that comes from the heart. A smile that is as bright as each and every shining star
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Emptyying
When im with everyone, at breaks at school where i always have Lan next to me, i can feel so much love. But once i get home.. im a different person. I dont feel anymore, nothing good comes to mind. Even if i feel something.. its never anything good. I feel like an empty shell and alota times i dont see the purpose of my life. Sometimes its as if im here just cause im here. Its as if my heart is slowly fading black and im losing the love ive had for that special person (those special people) that were once so strong. Its just amazing how the people/person yhu love the most can hurt u more than ur worst enemy. They are the ones that can course u most pain. because u urself have let then have a grip of ur heart. the memories of the times where they hurt u so bad can never be erased, u remember every little detail while they forget and move on with life so easily. the good moments together u hold so dear, yet all u do is fear of the day where everything will soon fall apart. the day where the broken concrete u are standin on today,will no longer be there. with no footy and endless times, where all u can do it lay there falling. Will our time stop?
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