Confession

Looking back on my life... basically my whole life has been a failure

Today i have lost another brother, someone who means the world to me

First it was brother who i treasured and who loved me so much

And now its someone who i have trusted for most of my life

Do you kno how it feels to be left behind by someone

Who u thought who be the last one whod leave you...

It was in suck shocked today, i nearly had a serious attack

Its getting so hard to breathe, it feels as if my throat is closing in

My body feels so weak from the lack of air

To the point where i had to go back to my old ways... and calm myself down

i reached for a razor and started cutting myself

But its at a point where even that doesn't calm me down. 

I wish the rain would wash me away and let me go to a better place

I dont have anymore people that i can trust in with all my heart

And i dont think that i can ever open my heart again...

Ive put too much hope into my life.. and the people around me

Now i have nothing left but an empty heart

Ill never see the world in colour again

For today was the worst betrayal of my life

And the last hopeful star has faded away

From now on, life is meaningless

When no one cares, and no one needs

So my heart will be ripped out like a useless weed