Mum....

Man, i dont kno how to start this...
sometimes my parents can really make mii go berserk... i dont even kno if theyy even they realise this. Mum, i dont think she can find a thing about me that is good enough. i am never good enough for her no matter how hard i try in everything from cooking&cleaning at home to school grades. she thinks my style is the worst and wen i walk around or wen i do something, she always says that people will think im stuffed up in the head. wen i get 6 or 7"A"s out of 8 subjects, she says its not good enough and i need to work harder. i cant have fun and jump around or go high because im too old for that. I dont get to playy the thing i love, soccer, because im a girl... that JUS NOT FAIR!, i dont get why i cant be... wat I am or wat I want to b. because of this, most of the times... i dont even seem to care any mores... and i haf to act as if im happy n high like my usual self in from of my friends because i dont want them to worry.
But i could never really blame mum for this... she didnt have such a nice childhood like many of us. she didnt really get the chance to have a proper education. n she never got the chance i have or the love from her mum like i have. Even though i kno this, i cant help but stilll b in pain.. i wanna b free to fly as high or as low as i want to, jus like a bird, and return on my own free will. insted of being held and forced to stay....